When you havent blogged in a while, it is soooooo difficult to take it up again. U can easily go to http://tologmygibberish.blogspoot.com but to go and sign in and then click on create post and then...(Im already panting) and then right when you have the editor in front of you, ur mind is pretty much as blank as the empty textarea. Give me something to write. Im writing merely because I dont want this page to go extinct.
So many things are happening with me. I could write pages about what happened in the last week alone, but how is it that a person who loves writing can simply lose her mood. Y do all events and situations and conversations and people look bland at the thought of putting them down on paper at this minute. When I get the urge to describe something I invariably would be sitting in an auto or I would be typing out a report for my boss or Id be taking a bath! I wish I had a writing alter ego who would just take up the words I want to jot down and put them on paper or espace somewhere while I was busy attending to daily matters like the ones above!I wouldnt even have to coordinate with her or instruct her about what to write. She would just know naturally what to do and voila! By the time I am done with making noodles, she has written an article on "How maggie has saved lives"! Imagine the amount of work I could get done. My life would be the most useful on earth. Ofcourse no one else can avail of their alter ego like I can.I like being at an advantage. Is this what happens to people who get asked questions like "Where do u get the time to do this?". They give a smug look!
Im signing out.Simply because my life hasnt become that easy yet. I dont have another saelf who will let me sit here while I go get my eyebrows done. I have a self that is arguing with me about the necessity of eyebrow shaping, but this happens before evry session and is just my lazy self speaking. One look at the mirror and she will shut up and I will be off like a rocket to the parlor! So much for writing.